不懂

如果我需要用语言告诉你我难过, 你却不能安抚我的心,
那还能凭着什么理由向你倾诉呢?
如果我们除了上课24小时都会在一起,你却看不见我的难过,
那你有何必在乎我们见面的时间有多少?
如果我说了100句话, 你只能把30句听进去的话,
那为何我不能只说30句话?

你应该在乎的是我拥抱着谁, 还是心里的是谁呢?

当我需要你来安慰时, 你来埋怨我
当我想分享好消息时,你不在我身边
当我需要一个拥抱, 你给了无聊的搞笑...

你越怀疑,我越想隐瞒
你越追问,我越想沉默
你越捆绑,我越想逃离

原来你不懂我...

Writing when The Sunset ON TuesdaY

Someone is reminding me that i din blogging for long time dy...
I goin to hav my LPM(law & practice of meeting) tomorrow. Law leh...
When my note is killing me softly, my DEAR is sleeping like a pig besides me.... T.T
When think about i goin to face all of the regulation i study now in my future career...... HEADACHE~~
Start wondering am i make the right decision... haha~~
BUT... people always saying that we always doin the job not related to our study in the future, so i look forward n see lah! what done is done, what i can do is continue studying... ^^
I like keep on complaining n complaining, but i still love studying, not to avoid from working lah...
Although i not a hardworking student... =.=
Coz we must spend some times to having some fun mah... Most important is keep its balance(study:play = 50:50)...
But there are always hav some people cant accept it... I know that people have thier own life style is good, but we cant just think that people different with us is wrong...
We cant just live with people that similar with us... maybe we can try to accept them( at least dun always backstab people lah, should talk in front them...haha...)
I not talking that i doin well on it, but at least i am trying...
Why we cant make a fren that not same with us?


There are always have something that
we just can see it in black colour with using our eyes...
By using our heart, we will find out that
BLACK is actually makeup from all the COLUORS in the world...
BoRinG*1000000000
I
wan
HANG
OUT
!!!

满满的心

刚才和朋友出去喝茶到两点多才回到家,
却让三个亲爱的人因为等待着我回家而都没睡,
觉得自己真的很过分~~
朋友固然重要,
但至少下次我应该找适当的时间,
不会因为我而让他们担心受苦了

不再觉得自己长大了,
而是觉得我应该学习成长了,
如何让父母放心,
我还能为他们做些什么的...

有一天我跟我妈聊天时,
她告诉我在报章看到的一句话:
"孩子成长了一天,
父母就少了一天..."

我或许不能感受到看着自己孩子慢慢的长大,
而自己却慢慢的老去,
更接近死亡一步是怎样的感觉...
但,他们花了大半辈子辛苦养活的
想试着去体谅,感激,和回报...
在来不及之前,
花更多的时间去陪伴他们,
他们想要的从来不是物质,
现在不是,以后也不会...

或许是一个普通到不行的周末,
我们一家人从早上聊天到晚上,
互相倾诉着生活琐事,
就算没有starbucks的咖啡,
还躺在硬蹦蹦的地板上,
我们的却是满满的。。。


不能

已经五月了
每个人都在认真地过生活
我却躲在回忆里
因为生活的不顺心
我想回到过去
因为不想改变
所以不愿从没有出路的框子里跳出来
看着别人拥有我得不到的幸福
而羡慕着,甚至偷偷的妒忌着
但我不能
不能为了得到我想要的东西
而变成心爱的人的负担
无论我多想拥有
都不能

不。能。